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Ketika lo capek akan segalanya, lo lelah karenanya, lo sedih akibatnya, apa yang mesti lo lakuin?

I need friends just a friend to share what I feel. Many friends couldn't give you anything when you tell them your story. I just need a friend for give me advice well no advice is okay. I need a friend that can make me feel better than before. Can give me a place to cry. Can give me the time to hear my story. I need it for this time. I don't know how long I can keep this alone. But I always try to solve it by myself. Cause I know I can. But actually, I still need a place to cry.

You feel crazy. Your heart will stuck. You can't do anything. You wanna go far far far far far away from this place.

You shouldn't run. You've to see your problem. Your problem need you to solve. You couldn't run from your problem. You've to face it. It just an exam from Allah. Allah wanna know how can you face it not how can you run from it. I feel lucky cause I've stopped my step to run from my problem. Thank's to Allah for give me a brighter way.

When you've two ways and you don't know what should you do, just close your eyes and feel it. You may not see what is the right way. Your friends may not give you a good solution to pick. But your heart will tell you the best way. You may have to face many broken road but just face it. Don't hope you can run and back to the last way cause you can't. You never can. So, just face it.

I'm bad for give any solution cause sometimes I wanna run from everything. I don't wanna be myself. I just wanna get a happiness, I hate everything called problem. C.a.p.e.k. Don't you feel like that? Yes I feel it. But you will see in the future. You will be in happiness cause you can face your problem.

But don't you know how much I miss your hug friends?
Don't you know how much I miss your shoulder?
Don't you know how much I miss your solution?
Don't you know how much I miss your 'pukpuk'?
Don't you know how much I miss tell you my story?

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